Today's one of those roller coaster, down days. I'm depressed from staying home too much. I'm becoming a hermit who doesn't get out much. All I do is transit between 2 houses and make a trip down to Woodlands once a week. I want to go out and play, watch a movie, chill at Starbucks and get a ridiculously large drink that takes me forever to finish. Or a trip to the library will be good too.

But then again, even though I want to do all these things, I seem to have lost all my motivation to go anywhere. I have this list of things to do because I knew I would get bored, so I wanted to keep myself occupied. But it's not working anymore. I don't even want to go for piano. I'm not sure why. It's not that I don't want to go out, piano has become the last thing I want to do.

Where has my drive and passion gone?

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By the way, I cut my hair. Short.

I like it. It's a nice change.

I may decide to go shorter and add purple streaks in it.

But then again, I can't because I have to be prepared for any potential interviews.

Ohh and I don't have this thing called cash.

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I'm still excited about this though...