Today, I'm going to be doing something rather interesting but extremely tiring. I have a midnight rehearsal later till 4am. Hmm... I've never had to dance in the wee hours of the night before. I predict that we will either be really frustrated because people are not getting things or we will all just go insane and be high on nothing. I vote for getting high on nothing. Haha!

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That's Carl Brutananadilewski from the Aqua Teen Hunger Force. He's awesome. I don't like the beer-drinking, smoking chick though. She scares me. The show's completely random and sometimes a little bit wrong, but its awesome anyway. However, I have only seen bits and pieces of it on Youtube. I want to watch all 4 seasons and I can't wait to watch the movie...

I can't...

Well, that's very encouraging...

I had the dreadful sense of doubt, that annoying whisper in my ear. It's that annoying feeling of being misplaced and not belonging. But then, why would I need to belong?

I felt like I was being judged. I felt awkward and weird. But I'm not, am I? Like maybe I'm too quiet or too distant or I don't say 'hi' to enough people or something like that.

*sigh* How come like that again? I felt tiny, like I was hiding in a tiny, imaginary box.

Here's a video someone made about a character from Family Guy. It's called Best of Stewie and Stewie is a genious baby with a British accent. I wonder why...

Man! I love it! The Olympics Pt 2 (Vault) and the 2 Mr Belvedere parts...
I wonder if there really is a Mr Belvedere...

Butterflies and Hurricanes
At Fort Canning
Damn...
So perfectly played...

It took quite a bit for me to sit through the song and I remembered something Hui said.. Even if they did come again, the memory of the first concert will never be replaced. It's not going to be the same. It was their very first concert here and we'll never be able to come anywhere close to the Hullaballoons.. Damn those bastards!

Then it played Time is Running Out. That I couldn't take. I realised that I can only get through one Fort Canning song at a time...

Windows Media Player will be the death of me...

I'm so...

Short tempered
Impatient
Grumpy
Slow

Aarrgghhhh...

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The first 2 weeks are not going to be easy to get through. And it's not only because of my inability to focus, headaches and the loss of appetite (sometimes).

This workshop that's going on in the next 2 weeks puts me out of comfort zone, which is basically sitting at the back of the class, camouflaged and quiet. The last 6 rows of the lecture theater cannot be taken up, we're picked to participate in class :/ and there's the dreaded oral presentation at the end of 2 weeks. We just found out today that the oral presentation is semi-formal. No slippers, preferably no jeans but shirts, ties and suits are not necessary. This workshop is supposed to be a transition from school to work, to equip us with the skills and behaviour for the working world. I say... Wah lao eh! Ohh did I mention that the oral presentation is going to be done in groups of 3, where group members are assigned. *sigh*

I have to say that it's actually a great workshop that does prepare for the working world. But I'm so not mentally prepared for it. I want to stay a school girl, continue staying quiet and hide until I'm ready to come out.

Note to self: Come on, yo! Quit whining, suck it up and get it over and done with!