The last few weeks were not easy. I've been on several emotional rollercoasters. After awhile, it wasn't even pms anymore. Everyday seemed to suck and I kept feeling like I'm constantly messing up.

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There's actually not a whole lot of stuff I have to deal with right now. Things could be worse and I've had to deal with way more things than now. But for some reason, something wasn't working for me and I wasn't getting things right.

But thankfully, I think I finally got it all figured out. Got about to studying for piano and naturally felt better about everything. I'm putting in as much as I can for dance because I don't get opportunities like that often and I definitely don't want to mess this up for myself and for Hui. Basically, I'm finally calm enough to allocate time for each thing I have to do and I feel less horrid now.

As of today, I've had two consecutive good days and I hope it stays that way for awhile...