*sigh* I'm going to miss work again tomorrow. Yesterday, I was chased out of the store because I was still sick, I couldn't speak and hear myseld properly. I'm feeling a lot better now, but goodness knows if I'm going to react to the cold of the building, so I better stay away.
It's so disappointing that I spent my entire week at home, drugged and asleep. Even though I feel better now, I'm still suffering from the effects of drowsiness and sleeping the whole of Wednesday. I still feel somewhat whoosy and unable to focus properly. The scariest thing I had to do was drive all the way to Woodlands feeling like that. I felt like I was a potential hazard on the road, to myself and everyone else using it. I was just very thankful that I arrived safely.
And because I was feeling so dazed still, I had to postpone piano, yet again. I haven't had lesson in a month because of exams and my teacher went overseas, so I was really looking forward to the lesson today. I cancelled it in the end because it would be waste anyway.
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With my spare time today, I decided not to take my meds and sleep. Instead, I decided to make full use of the time I have and take my meds at night.
I was on my piano the whole afternoon and I realised that it is a
MUST for me to move it elsewhere. I really can't stand through the afternoon.
Anyways, I got slightly demoralised today because I figured out the intro of
Idaho, but I can't play it. It involves coordination and mine's not that good. So I simplified it, which is an accomplishment still. But, I can't help but have this feeling of being incomplete. Knowing what it's supposed to sound like, but not being able to play. It's a new feeling which I don't particularly enjoy having -_-
I've got to find another to song to learn! Someone give me another song to learn!
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Ever watched
My Super Sweet 16 on
MTV before? Well,
I HATE IT. With a passion. And I will never understand why my sisters still want to watch it. I bet in the near future, some ass will come up with My Super Sweet 18 or 21 or whatever age that is significant for whatever reasons.
The show represents everything I hate in people with money. Correction. People who spend their parents' money, the money's not theirs. It disgusts me. What people do with their money. Multiple designer bags that look identical, diamond encrusted watches, designer dresses and their 'I'm not gonna get that if it's less than like $10,000' attitude. *pukes*
Tell me why every damn birthday girl/boy gets a car! They can't even drive it. BMs, Merc, Lexus. I once saw this 16 year old chick who looks like she's 30, she seriously looks like an auntie, she got a custom made Hummer. A Hummer! It's been sliced in half and an extra set of doors have been added. It's a fucking 6-door Hummer, only one in the world. It's so not fucking practical. I guess they don't care much about gifts being practical.
I could go on forever, but I'm already fuming from typing out just 2 paragraphs. If I go on anymore, I'm going to turn into Peter Petrelli (exploding man!).
