being a big sister is sooo hard.. constantly having to look out for ur little sis is tiring and extremely hard.. i almost noe wat it feels like to be a mum.. how worrying it is.. how stressful it is.. e headache it causes.. i ALMOST feel like im a mum..
of course i love my sister! both of them! and i understand tt they're bound to give me a headache! like i do too!!! but at this point in time,im more worried abt my younger sis than anything else.. at her age,she's so easily influenced.. i dun wan her to go e wrong way! and its not like she has e best of frens! believe me! tts a long story which i shall not start now!
here's e deal.. she's out alot.. netball and all.. BUT! she likes to run arnd after tt! meaning.. anywhere else but back home! and i dun blame her for tt! i dun! she's wat?! 13?! she likes to hang out with frens!! who doesnt?! i still do!! BUT!! she doesnt call!! she doesnt call anyone!! not my mum! not back home!! not even me!! or my elder sis for tt matter!! she just runs!! like today,she told me she went to her sch library after netball! so i asked her : why didnt u call home?! and she said : library can call meh?! and im like!! -_-!! in my mind,i was thinking : celine,u r very smart! but then,u're a very terrible liar!! tts e most horrid excuse ever ever!! and then! she can complain later tt she hasnt had lunch yet and she's hungry!! so im like if u're hungry,u shld've come home!! then!! i gotta watch her eat wat i think i THE MOST unhealthy food on earth!! C U P N O O D L E S! MAN!!! i'd rather i cook for her than she go running to e supermarket and getting herself cupnoodles!! bread is way better than cup noodles!! MAN! AND!! plus she's been workin out alot coz of her cca!! and she needs all e proteins and carbohydrates and fibres and etc etc she can get!!
i just dun understand why she doesnt call! she says she doesnt call my mum is coz my mum will scold her! well,it beats getting scolded for not calling!! she's gonna get grounded for not calling and having no sense of responsibility!! she never gonna hear e end of it!! me and my elder sis has tried soooo many times! talking to her... scolding her!! it all doesnt work!! and honestly,we're getting really sick of having to tell her over and over again!! all we're trying to do is teach her some form of responsibilty! and saving her from getting scolded by my mum!! she just doesnt listen!!
its a whole peer pressure thing!! damn peer pressure!! pls let her grow out of it sooon!!! really sooon!!!!
