It's been a tough week. Work started and it's actually really great, but slow. Then again, I already expected that. I didn't have anyone sitting next to me till Friday, my boss has been real busy running around and meeting people, I was just starting to get to know people (who are really nice by the way), the walk to the office is crazy long, and I have no comfy shoes that don't give me 10,000 blisters and scar my feet. It definitely didn't help that I was completely not used to getting up at 6am and I had gastric every other day. Sigh...

But all the negatives aside, I had really good moments as well. I made a few phone calls that made me feel competent. And I'm working on this contingency plan right now that sometimes made me feel like it's not enough, but sometimes, also gave me a sense of accomplishment. The girl who eventually came and sat next to me was really nice too. She helped me feel less lonely and bored because I felt I could really connect to her. Plus, I think it helped that she's the same age me. =)

So I've got plenty to learn still and much to experience. I can't wait to get my name card! They're how cute.. Ohh and an identity sticker on my access card because it's blank and white now. I'm real excited about the opportunities I'm going to get soon, but I'm having some trouble adjusting to everything. The tiredness and the gastric... I can deal with the tiredness, but not gastric and I hope I find a solution to that really soon.

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I was looking forward to the weekend but it was far from pleasant.
Nasty argument..
I said things that I eventually regretted.

Sigh... I hate myself sometimes...