You don't bother about breakfast, lunch and groceries

And you definitely don't appreciate it when I get chores done

So, I'm a maid, who doesn't get paid and gets no recognition

Sounds all too familiar

Shit

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I should move out just to get away

Then I don't have to deal with your foul mood

I've been getting memories from my childhood quite a bit. And I don't mean to be negative, ut I think I was quite a sad child. The only happy memories I have are of food and junk. I loved going over to my grandparent's place every week for dinner that my grandfather cooked. I don't remember specifics but I definitely did enjoy getting together and I guess I liked the food quite a bit too. I loved Hiro cake, bubble gum with temporary tattoos, ice-cream soda, Super Rings, Double Decker, icicles, Paddle Pop, etc etc.

So anyways, one of the more distinct things I remember from my childhood was my attempt to make friends with girls in my estate. I had this friend called Amanda and there are other girls she hangs out with at the estate. So she decided to introduce me to the rest of her group. We all gathered in this 'Secret Hideout' of theirs, which is no more than a storeroom actually. Anyways, this is the conversation we had...

Girl: Let's say grace!
Amanda: Ohh no, Cynthia is not a Christian.
Girl: Huh? What are you like from another planet or something?
I give an awkward laugh and everyone laughed at me.

I know it doesn't sound like much but I was really hurt. I felt so out of place and I actually believed them and thought that maybe I am weird. Ohh yes and they carried on anyways. That was probably the first few times I felt slightly humiliated, judged and mocked at.

They're the same girls who now grow up to become people I don't like. I just don't kind their judgemental, 'you're-not-suppose-to-be-here' vibe.

Girls can be so vicious sometimes...