I'm feeling happy now. I just had my first piano lesson in a month and it's by far the best lesson I've had.

I've always gone for lesson with all the butterflies in the world in my stomach and I mess up all the time. Stuff I can play perfectly fine at home comes out like a bunch of crap when I'm there. It's like I haven't been practicing and it pisses the living daylights out of me. It's a natural and irrational fear that I develop the moment I step out of the car and I could never compose myself enough to 'perform' well for her.

But today, I don't know what changed. Maybe it's all the songs that I've been trying to figure out in the past month, I don't know. I went feeling slightly afraid and nervous but this time, I managed to get over it and I actually did a good job. I'm so proud of myself! Hee

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The maid episodes that's been happening at home has been driving some of my family members a little mad. I'm technically neutral but I complain because I want the room space that's taken up by the maid. Haha! That's why I haven't really blogged about it, but my sister did. So if you want to know what happened in greater detail, do check out the links:

Episode 1: The Disappearing Act
Episode 2: The Appearance of an Unexplained Recipe
Episode 3: What Was She Thinking?

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