Nerina Pallot's Idaho is really hard to figure out. But if I do manage to figure it out, it'll be my biggest accomplishment yet! ♥

I can't wait for June 30th! Christina Aguilera is coming for a concert. Finally! Ohh, that voice of hers... I think I might actually cry...


My favourite documentary by far is Planet Earth, narrated by Sir David Attenborough (he's so cool by the way). I'm looking forward to this week's episode! The advertisement I saw was about frogs, tree frogs. I love frogs. I think they're so cute. I might try catching one if I have the courage to, just like I tried to catch a lizard in my house once (remember Steve Jr.?). But I didn't because it was too small and I was afraid of crushing it to death.

I saw a frog just now. After I got back from the doctor, but I was too sick to run after it. We'll see! If I do catch a frog or a lizard or whatever I dare to catch, I'll document it! Haha :)

Oh oh! I'm also looking forward to the last episode because it's all about creatures of the deep sea... It can be scary but it can be really amazing as well.


All About Work

I've been given an extra day off and I'm going to miss work again tomorrow because of the dreaded flu that's infecting half of Singapore. So in this entire week, I'd have worked only 3 days. *sigh*

Last week was great. I learned many things and I can somewhat remember the products in the store, I'm good with the customers and I'm a good employee. I think... I hope! And I conclude that kids like me. I managed to get a toddler to smile, wave and attempt to give me a flying kiss. I sort of made friends with this chinese boy who was about 6 or 7 years old. He waved goodbye to me after his mother took him out of the store. That was so fun!

Despite loving my first week at work, I'm starting to see some negative aspects of management and I conclude that every organisation, whether it's a simple store or some corporate business, has potentially messed up management. Point is, I think my boss might be biased against me. He's displaying signs of questionable behaviour.

Just yesterday, he made me feel dispensible and not trust-worthy. Well, a series of events happened yesterday that made me feel that way. It was only after I told several people and started thinking about my experience yesterday that I realised that something might be up. I'm only just speculating and I'll have to observe his reaction to my other colleagues to see if I'm right.

I was questioning myself the whole of yesterday, wondering if I did or said anything wrong. Did I portray myself as someone who cannot be trusted? Did I come across as if I wasn't capable or I'm slacking too much? Is it because I'm 10mins late sometimes? Or I take 10mins too long on my break? Maybe... But then again, as a manager, if I'm doing something wrong or something that he doesn't like, shouldn't he tell me and give me a chance to change and prove otherwise?

*sigh* I feel a sort of negative energy from him after whatever happened yesterday. I might just be thinking too much or being overly sensitive but I'll give him a chance to prove to me that he is not biased. Damn it! Do I look like someone who will steal?

Please please prove me wrong. I like working there and I like the pay...

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