I'm in a very strange mood now. I'm neither happy nor sad. At certain moments in time, I'll feel alright then I'll feel upset about some minute thing. My usual way of putting it, I'm feeling very bleh now. I have 10million things on my mind. 10million issues I'm thinking about. *sigh* I can't seem to sort them out and get them out of my head. That bugs me more than anything. I'm so flooded with thoughts it's ridiculous. It's that feeling of trying to address every issue all at the same time. Or trying to deal with one thing and knowing that you have 9,999,999 other issues to deal with.


There are so many things I want to do, so many things I want to achieve, so many things I want for myself. But can I get there? Can I get it? Am I too ambitious? Maybe I'm not cut out for it. Maybe I'm 'destined' to be an ordinary soul on a tiny red dot. I think I'm too ambitious. Or too impatient. So much inside, but I can't get it out...





Watch it! It's really really good. One of the best movies I've watched so far. A little heartbreaking though...

If only I were like her, whether her kingdom is real or not. If only I could have something that makes me feel special and good about myself, or somewhere I can escape to and feel happy.



I 'jammed' with Celine at home today. I played keyboard and she rocked out on her imaginary drums and real drum sticks. Haha! Starlight and Apocalypse Please...