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Monday, February 12, 2007

I wish...

I wasn't jealous of you...

I wasn't prone to saying stupid things...

I was less picky...

I was more patient...

I had less expectations...

I was more musical...

I was more comfortable around people...

I was less critical...

I was more comfortable with myself...

I had more faith in you...

I could start over...

I knew where I was going...

I was a little more wanted..

I liked me a little more...

~*~

And sometimes...

I wish I could leave and never come back.

Start a new life elsewhere...
Be a different person...
Live differently...

I get so tired of trying to better myself. I seem to have a whole long list of things to deal with that is never-ending. I get tired of having to deal with it. I just want to run and disappear. Seems easier that way.*suddenly thinks of Eisenheim's disappearing act* I just hate who I am.

Like I'm not good enough...
Not cool enough...
Not smart enough...
Not pretty enough...
Not skinny enough...
Not tall enough...
Not funny enough...
Not sociable enough...

I could go on and on... So, can I just disappear? Of course not. That won't be responsible. I've got to do at least one thing that I won't hate... That is, don't run.

P/S: All of the above, is just S O M E T I M E S... Don't hound me about it!

~Muse, New Born~


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