I was inspired today. To put up a mood chart. What a joke! Haha

The y-axis represents my mood. Positive mood range from 0 to 100. Negative mood range from 0 to negative infinity, i.e I haven't decided on the range of my bad mood. The x-axis represents the days of the lunar new year. First day is 1, second is 2 and so on.

As above, my mood was in the positive range yesterday. I had fun during the first half of the day actually. Wore my Bellamy-Outfit 1 (cuter more schoolgirl look. Mleh!), took fun pictures of my family and had a good lunch. It was during late afternoon that my mood slowly went down. All due to my mother's, sometimes questionable, principles and lifestyle. Creates a lot of tension in the house. Which of course, can be tough to deal with. Basically, someone in the house happens to make a decision that is against her principles and due to that, she get's upset.

I'm not angry her or anything. It's just that her mood affected everyone around her. She took only 5mins to finish dinner, leaving just me and my dad. Celine hasn't been feeling too well, so she took the night off and rested. To summarise everything, I spent time alone last night because my elder sister wasn't at home. So it's not exactly how I wanted to spend the night.

Day 2 got worse! I think it has alot to do with the activities of the day. By then, my mother was feeling alright and not attitude-y in any way. But today was damn boring... It's open house today so I had to stay home. Even the small activity of the day that lasted a couple of hours wasn't enough to keep my mood up. Now, I'm back to being alone. Celine's resting and my sister is out with her friends. I was hoping I would be able to invite friends over, but they're all busy... Ah well...


The dotted line on the graph is my prediction of how I'm going to feel over the next 5 days. Looks promising doesn't it? I hope my predictions are correct!

I think I'm definitely going to feel better tomorrow because tomorrow is visit-relatives-day. Plus, I'm going to wear my Bellamy-Outfit 2 (more kickass and dangerous look. Haha!) and that's exciting on it's own. Basically, there's going to be activity and I will be with great company. I will post pictures soon!

Day 4 is very uncertain. Was supposed to be meeting my uni girls to visit each other. I've always wanted to do that. And in the evening, I'll be meeting Candice, Gwen and Szu Harn. I'm looking forward to seeing everyone!

Day 5. I have nothing on that day. So let's wait and see how I feel...

Day 6. School. That alone is annoying. And the fabulous thing is, it's not only one class! I have 2! So I'll be in school from 9.30am to 5pm. Wow!

I'm totally looking forward to Day 7. I'll be going over to Hui's to meet Monofone, probably Rachel and Yan Ping. We're going to hang out and watch videos. Cool!

Conclusion: It's all about the activity. The less activity I have, the more my mood drops. Today's an exception though, I had many people over, but I still feel rather shitty. Ah well, tomorrow's going to be a better day...