Profile

Dance ♥
~
I find the universe very interesting
& jellyfishes are fascinating yet scary
~

Tagboard



Friends

Others

Archives

January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
July 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010

Credits
layout by: lyna*
image:Lala*
brushes:***



Saturday, December 23, 2006

I managed to pass Semester Two and I am going to do Semester Three this coming January.

I'll be doing History of Management Thought... -_-
Prices and Markets, which is some econs thing... I hate econs by the way, but scored quite well in Sem 2. So let's not complain...
And there is Employment Relations. I have no idea what that is, so let's not complain about that either...

What scares me the most is my major, Marketing. It's not the module itself that scares me. It's the fact that I have to go for classes alone. My friends are all taking a different major. The thing about it is I know for sure that I will not be able to tolerate doing any other major besides marketing. If I did, I'll be the most depressed and miserable person. BUT... I'm the worst people person ever. I feel uncomfortable and self-conscious under EVERY situation. I have forgotten how to make friends. And the very thought of everyone else having their own groups just kills me. I picture myself a loner, hidden away in one corner of the lecture theatre...

I don't mind being alone I guess. But I think about having group projects and I panic. Or not having people to approach when I have problems understanding the module. Yikes! I don't want to not do well just because I don't have friends in the same class. It's ridiculous and pathetic. And I have a confession to make: I have no interest whatsoever in making friends during Marketing. However, I need people, for the sake of my academic well-being. Call me evil.. I don't care. I shall not discuss why I don't care about making friends, it's a long story.

Before I stray off topic and start dissing people... Yes... I'm scared of Marketing. I don't want to be alone and yet I can't be bothered to make friends. Or I don't know how. Man, that's fucked... I hate school!

~Muse, Showbiz~


10:36 PM