I recently started piano lessons. As of now, I’ve had 3 lessons, 45mins per lesson, which makes 2hrs plus worth of piano lessons. I’m very pleased because I’ve had good progress. Now, the only thing missing is a keyboard for me to practice with. I hope I get it soon. *hopes and prays*

Anyways, since the camp, everyday has been getting more and more miserable. I have nothing to look forward to when I get up in the morning. I sleep in, don’t work, don’t dance and don’t go out. From what I remember, I’ve only met up with my friends once since the camp ended. It is pathetic. I really have no life. I can’t say that I can’t wait for school to start because I hate school. Apart from playing guitar everyday, there’s basically nothing else I do. The only place I go to will be my parents’ office. Man, that’s damn sad. I want to go out but… 1) I don’t know where to go. 2) I don’t know what to do. 3) I’m really short of cash to do anything. -_-

It makes me more desperate for a keyboard. I think I’ll be happier with a keyboard compared to guitar. That’s because I’m going for lessons so progress is assured. But for guitar, I feel so stuck. I don’t know how to get better. *sigh* I really should search for more songs or some guitar book for beginners or something.

I've got to find more stuff to do. Period.