Awoke to an empty house..

Mood completely destroyed..

And so are my plans to study..

Great. Class is at 2 today and I'm far from being prepared..

Just so you know, I hate waking up to an empty house. It's not the emptiness that pisses me off. It's because no one fucking bothered to tell me that they wouldn't be around. I've already made plans for the day and it involves the help of the person who's suppose to be at home. So all my plans have to change.

Damn.. I should have known.. I should have known not to depend on people..

Damn.. I know how unreliable some people can be..

Damn.. Why didn't I think of that earlier?

*sigh* If I had agreed to go over to Candice's place to stay over,I wouldn't be in such a foul mood. Ohh right.. I didn't go because I wanted to study. And have I? No..

I haven't been this upset and this pissed off in awhile. It got to a point where all I was thinking about was smashing things against the wall. Smashing glass bottles and plates and such. I just wanted to see things destroyed. Destroyed because I wanted them to be destroyed. And I thought about what's going to happen after I do all that. Clean up. Then I gave up on that thought. Funny how I can still reason with myself at a time like that. Amusing in a way.

I'm definitely not going to be prepared for class.. And I'm dead tired.. Yet another great start to another great day.............................................................

11:19 AM