Sunday, May 28, 2006
Well,there's actually more bad than good. But ah well.. its alright..
I was fortunate enough to be part of a film. As a cast. hee. yes. I got to act. which was really fun. its a school project, so unfortunately, or maybe fortunately, it WON'T be shown on tv. hee! fortunately coz I think I cant act, so there goes my acting career! but it was a pleasant experience nonetheless! :)
In the process of filming,I was sick. quite sick. had flu and cough and a sore throat. great! I havent been sick for awhile so it feels like one-shot-kena-all. hee! so I felt very very dead.. *maybe that explains my bad acting*
And while I busy filming and being sick, I had to plan, coordinate and prepare for a meeting. so i was under alot of stress,I couldnt think straight and I felt like my whole face was bashed in. WOW!
On top of all of that, I ended up rushing through preparations for the meeting, which was today, and it felt really half-hearted. *sigh* I felt like I did alot of rubbish, alot of guessing and I didnt feel confident of presenting anything i had done. but amidst all that chaos,I went for the meeting and it was ok! It just needed to be fine tuned! so yay!
BUT! I had ALOT of mishaps along the way to my meeting. my whole computer decided not to work when I wanted to print material out for the meeting. and guess wat?! just before I left the house,it decided to work! so thanx yeah,my 'trustie' comp'.. and there was alot of people related problems too.. but that's what happens when you're doing things that are people-dependent.
ohh yes! and while i was sitting in the studio watching people dance,I coughed so hard, my chest started hurting and I felt like my lungs were being squeezed. I think its coz of the really really, undescribably cold cold building. so all of my internals where contracted and tight. YAY! -_-
so overall,today started out really bad then it got better for an hour and a half, went bad again, went ok and now,its all good.. coz I'm at home now.. nice and confortable.. YAY! :)
9:53 PM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
i've been tired.. and busy.. and a little bit lifeless..
been sleeping late. Either because I'm out or because I'm so tired, I end up sitting there and stoning. As mentioned in the previous entry,I'm busy with DE stuff. Many things I need to handle. Feel a little lost with everything. But thankfully,I've got support! YAY! *mini confetti party*
Finally went clubbing on Wednesday. It was fun. But EXTREMELY crowded. I ended up getting a little annoyed with all the people. *sigh* but it was still fun! wish Hui was there though. but its alright,we'll go again when she comes back.
Had a performance yesterday. Guest performance for TJC, at kallang. it was fun! being at Kallang Theatre brings back alot of memories of my past performances with my SA dancers. all the funny things we did. Hui brought her laptop to play Sims once. and we bought strawberries to share. hee! so anyways,went for supper at Geylang. Man i don't like Geylang. besides the fact that its the red light district,its really crowded with pervertic uncles and drivers are really aggressive when they're there. eeeee... i ended up reaching home at 12 plus plus and going to bed at 2am.. hence the tiredness now..
I don't like to be tired.. i forget things.. i become irritable.. i stone.. and i become random.. I'm so hungry now.. and i smell food.. so i can't be bothered to think of any more memorable incidences.. i'll think another day,when im more awake.. time to eat! Ta~*!
7:28 PM
Friday, May 12, 2006
My exams are OVER!
On the last day of my exams, i went out with my friends! we had fun! talking and having lunch and just chilling.. there's talk about doing alot of things.. like staying over and picnics in parks and such.. i hope we carry through with it! :)
we went to toy shops and played with toys. and suddenly,there was this craze about bubbles.. we were reminded about how we used to buy bottles of bubbles when we were young.. hee! so we were tempted to buy multi-coloured bottles of bubbles to play.. so fun! at Toys'r'us,there's this bubble thing that you can hold.. its been out for awhile.. and CHEY! so not fun! e point of bubbles is its suppose to be temporary entertainment! you blow bubbles,be happy and amazed at them and when they pop, you go all sad because they're gone.. they're not meant to hang around and be held!
so happy happy that i'm on my holidays now!
BUT..
I'm still stressed out.. Dewi's away in Australia and now, im in-charge of DE. its a huge responsibility. and im more than willing to accept it but its just that i know nothing about running DE. So i ended up having to call people for help. but i am thankful that i've got people around me who are more than willing to help me. so thanx Sandy (i wish she had a link to my blog, but i'll let her know). and Thanx Jess! you guys helped me out alot! helped to remain calm,which is extremely important.
and im also very thankful that i've got people who are willing to help me in the committe. i called and called, msged and msged. but they didnt sound pissed or impatient. YAY! thank goodness.
but the stress is still there.. there are many many issues to deal with.. Well,and there's one huge issue involving the comm and its stressing without Dewi around.. so many things! so inexperienced! *sigh*
6:11 PM