it's been quite painful the past few days.. i've been hungry,extremely tired,really angry,sick and not sick,kinda stressed,and on certain occasions,i felt like crying.. so otherwise,i've been emotionally unstable the past few days! which is not say the best thing..

alright.. since chinese new year came,i've been having on-off fever.. every day! for instance,i'll be fine in the day and i'll end up feverish at night..until now.. i was just feverish last nite! now im fine!

since Evocation is coming up really really soon,i've been having quite a few rehearsals..mostly over the weekends.. so i have rehearsals in the evenings on saturdays,sundays and sometimes on some weekdays.. so since rehearsals starts at like 6ish,i cant have too much for dinner.. so halfway through rehearsal,i'll be hungry! but i cant eat! coz sometimes,there're no breaks! like on tues! i had half of my subway sandwich before rehearsal,which started at 6,and i only ended at like 1130! and there were NO breaks!! i was starving halfway through!! and most of the time,rehearsals end late.. like 10 plus or even 11.. tts why im tired! coz the next day,i've got sch! or i need to be up early to study! so im always tired!!

and since im tired,i get very angry very easily... i've been pissed off alot lately! and its really terrible! and of course! i get stressed out alot easier too! coz im getting assignments now and they are due quite soon.. and i need to do research and studying and all that and i feel like i dont have enough time! *sigh*

the crying thing.. there's been a few occasions where everything will be so chaotic and i'd be all stressed or i'll be so angry that i feel like crying! and i had to stop what i was doing and just breathe and prevent myself from crying! so silly rite?! hehe!!

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