i received a call today.. this morning.. just now.. from i dunno who.. she didnt introduce herself.. but anyway,i was given a relief teaching job!! my goodnesssssss!!! its so out of e blue! so sudden! so unexpected!! so yeah! suppose to just go for 3 says,and babysit!! control e class! make sure they dun wreck havoc!! do u think i can do tt?! i hope i can! i think i can! im gonna try!! :)

im excited and yet extremely scared!! excited coz its relief teaching! i've been waiting and waiting for sooo long! i tot my application was burnt or something! haha! i cant wait to experience wat standing infront of an entire class and talking to e kids is like! WOW!! scared coz i dunno wat to expect! i dunno who im taking over for awhile! i dunno how e kids r gonna be like! i dunno wat's gonna happen!! i dunno how im gonna have lunch! i dun like eating alone! its sad! i'll be sad!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeek!! i'll have to wait and see wat happens!!

i can actually imagine myself there! talking to e kids! having fun! i just hope it turns out e way i would like it to! my my!! i gotta be very careful with e way i handle myself and with wat i say! if i come across as cute and bubbly,i'll be bullied!! so i cant do tt! i cant be overly happy! i must be fun and yet still have an air of authority! so tt they will respect me and at e same time,noe tt they can still talk to me and have fun! WOAH! sounds very hard neh!!

wish me luck! hehehe! :)

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