i used to think tt as long as im not doin anything,i'll be free from unpleasant situations. i tot tt without a bf,i'll have one less person to manage and a whole tub of problems i'll never have to face. i tot tt without a job or a boss,i wuldnt have to worry abt answering to anyone. but i was wrong.. i was DEAD wrong.. unpleasant situations find u somehow..
my mum is stubborn.. and so is my sister.. my mum insists on my sister listening to her.. but yet she doesnt wanna listen to wat my sis has to say.. she insists on her way.. she insists tt wat she says and thinks is rite and nothing can make her think otherwise.. she refuses to listen to anyone.. only wat some guy tells her.. everyone else thinks e same.. my aunts.. everyone.. i dunno if my dad thinks e same too coz i guess he doesnt wanna involed.. nothing me or my sis says will make her listen to her.. my sis had a nervous breakdown infront of her once.. she screamed and she cried,which is not wat she usually does.. even then,my mum never budged..
my sis.. she noes wat ticks my mum off.. and she noes wat to do to prevent it.. but then,she doesnt.. she does e complete opposite.. and in e end,my mum's in a bad mood and sometimes e rest of us gets a scolding from her too.. my sis is starting to not wanna talk to my mum.. and tt definitely does not help e whole situation.. she cant be bothered to fight for wat she wants.. she cant be bothered to talk to my mum abt how she feels and her tots..
wat happens in e end? me,e busybody,steps in to be e middle person.. frankly,im very sick of it.. i wish they could hear each other.. i wish they would just talk to each other.. i wish i didnt have to be e middle person.. i wish everything would just stop and everything was fine again.. i wish they could find some form of a solution or a compromise..
i noe wat's goin to happen if it drags on unsolved.. if my mum just wants my sis to listen to her.. she's 24 already! she cant lead her life listening to wat my mum says.. or do wat my mum asks her to do.. tt's not gonna happen.. my sis has a mind of her own and she will never let anyone tell her wat to do.. this is wat's gonna happen.. my sis will be soooo sick of everything,she'll stop talking to my mum.. their relationship will go down e drain.. my sis will never speak to my mum again.. e more drastic thing is,my sis wiull move out and meave if she can.. worse still,if she's driven to her limit,she might hurt herself..
my family might fall apart.. and there's nothing i can do to prevent it.. i've tried.. and i've failed.. i dunno wat to do anymore.. i dunno wat to say anymore.. i dun wanna be e middle person anymore.. all i noe for sure is i dun want them to fight anymore.. i
LOVE my family and i dun want it to fall apart coz they dun wanna talk to each other.. or someone doesnt wanna listen to someone else.. i dun wanna have to live everyday knowing tt one they,they're gonna quarrel again over e same issue..
how i wish everything was ok.. i wish everything could go back to e way they were before..
