i've been feeling very low nowadays.. i've been getting increasingly lazy day by day.. i've been feeling increasingly depressed.. ever since i quit my job..

its not tt i miss my job or anything.. I DUN! tts for sure!! but ever since then,i've been nothing.. and when i say nothing,its really NOTHING.. i spend days confined to my own house with nothing but a breaking down comp,tv and stereo.. and ppl have told me tt its good for me to slack arnd.. and i tot so too at first.. but then,i realised tt im not e kind of preson who can live day by day not doing anything..

i dun have an aim.. i dun have anything to look forward to when i wake up in e morning.. it sucks! it really sucks! a life without anything to look forward to SUCKS!

and i dun have a paycheck now!! so sad!! at least when i was working,not matter how sucky work was,i can look forward to tt one piece of paper tt says how much i have earned.. not tt im not doing anything at all,there's tt one less thing to look forward to and work towards!

its a terrible feeling.. like a soul wandering arnd aimlessly.. with nothing to do,nowhere to go..

*sigh*

8:56 PM